List of Key Words ** being in debt ** apartment full of distractions ** "Welcome to being in debt, just like the rest of America." ** numericism, numbers and pins ** numerical identity in the Matrix ** one day planet Earth itself will have its own zip code? ** credit card companies ** have fun, buy now, suffer later ** manufactured emotions ** EEMB 94 ** Ben Halpern ** Meg ** yellow mongoose bike (stolen) ** UCSB is not a university, it's a playground so adults can stay kids ** return to UCSB on a new baseline ** cycling out old graduate students and TAs, dissolving old authoritative relationships ** Bruce Tiffney asked me what I thought CCS was ** Bruce Tiffney helped Victoria a couple of times in undergrad ** the protocol is students are to chase professors, not professors chasing after students ** large human bureaucracy and the jeopardy of human psychology ** large human bureaucracies destroying individual human psychology ** "At this moment, let's just say I really am intellectually bulimic" ** from intellectual consumption to intellectual production ** intellectual barfing ** joke location comparing Los Angeles, Davis, Riverside, and Santa Barbara ** joke Riverside global warming kicked in, real estate goes up ** THE INDIVIDUAL HABITABILITY INDEX OF LOCALITIES ** description of the classroom ** stiff and cold, initial molecular tension ** Ben Halpern ** Bob Warner, shifting baselines ** multi-scale multi-media research ** "Science is the individua's personal choice of scale of a system, personal choice of defining a system, and personal choice of level of precision on how to measure and twaek and collect data about a system." ** degree of order, degree of chaos in every system, and I accept all of it! ** Maria de Oca ** university "outreach" is just an idealistic illusion in professors' minds ** benefits of massive bureacracies: return policies ** Dave Panitz ** evolution primality "just shut up" ** over time, become desensitized ** mathematical golden-rule perspective of biological aesthetics ** thank evolution, thank your parents ** "living works of art" ** "Image is beside the point. It is the story beind the surface that matters." ** Logan, CCS biology ** Nicole, left-handed aquatic bio major ** "creatively stunted" by biology education ** the class is well-balanced: 5 guys, 5 girls, film, environment, and political science degrees ** little kids aggregate based on self-similarity in size ** Theodore Roosevelt swings his big stick, science and policy ** Please be kind, do rewind ** "Our education system does not promote the study of a student's individual Truth and Reality, but a grade in a course is only the measure of how well the student can psycho-analyze the mind of the professor, whether the professor's mind actually equates to any degree of universal human Reality... or not." ** Blue Horizons guinea pig experiment ** hesitant to return to school ** www.ratemyprofessors.com ** Milton Love ** "Thanks for the first amendment, babe" ** "We get paid to think, so you don't have to!" ** "Commited to good science and self aggrandizement." ** "So you want to be a marine biologist: the revenge." ** "you can go to small colleges where you are treated like a long-lost child, you can go to huge universities where professors spit on your for fun" ** that is the CCS/UCSB dichotomy right there! ** story with Dr. Steve Gaines ** made up, all is good! ** Steve Gaines and Richard Minnich on the same boat ** PISCO ** Dr. Brian Gaylord ** "What's the point of science?" practical or knowledge for the sake of knowledge? ** purpose, survival ** university as a form of mental warfare, battle of ideas, battle of words "war of the words" ** guarding intellectual territory ** the "Sustainability Experiment" ** "it's not a matter of "saving" the earth, it's a matter of how to optimally manage it" ** collective mental, physical, biological, technological, ecological metabolism ** shifting baseline understanding of science ** lag time effect ** THE THREE QUESTIONS YOU NEVER ASK A PROFESSOR OR GRAD STUDENT, OTHERWISE YOU WILL PISS THEM OFF (YOU WILL PISS OFF PROFESSORS, MAKE GRAD STUDENTS MORE LIKELY DEPRESSED) ** looking up scientific articles on web of science is like looking up the "science gossip circle" oh, what's armand been up to lately? ** national enquirer undercover investigations of science gossip ** hippocampus, overstimulated emotional center ** felt like a failure ** beat-up Shiloh beagle ** in the end, scientific research is all about trial and error ** COMPASS ** Time buries memories very well. Especially memories that are very trivial in others' minds which are hyper-exaggerated in mine, mental taphonomy shall work to my advantage ** 7 years since my time of idiocy and naivety ** THE ONLY STUPID QUESTION IS THE QUESTION NOT ASKED ** stupidity is inevitable ** science reporting (1) playing devils advocate--critiquing and challenging (2) informing people of circus ivory towers entertaining intellectualism ** hate when my ideas keep repeating ** broken record ** learning how to throw things away again ** mental management ** environ-mental management ** your mind is as clean as your room, your office, your environment...
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UCSB's Blue Horizons Film and Environmental Media Blog
Please check out my journal entries/blog from July to September 2007 and March 2008 that documents my participation in the new Blue Horizons program at UC Santa Barbara!
Hello, my name is Victoria, and I am a power-scaling moleculo-cellulo-neuro-physio-behavioral-geoevoecological artisticophilosophiscientist. Basically, that means I'm a Common Senseologist (at the local pubs and coffee shops) and Ecopistemologist (around university campuses) in pursuit of a Ph.D. (or more appropriately an Fud) in Survival: for the short and long term, for her Self and this human-built system derived from existing non-human life-earth elements surrounding her, that as of this moment, resumes to remain her life support. Though, if this ecological system (the author was born and incorporated into without choice of agreeing to its contradictory, consequently irrational terms of membership) crashes and burns (always best to expect the worst and hope for the best!), there is indeed plan B for Self-Survival: the initiation of a hunter-gatherer club in the boonies of Santa Barbara. All well-rounded, like-minded folks are invited to join! We do not hold Old Boyz-Frat-Girl Club policies. Okay, please laugh now, if you haven't yet :-)
Great Problems Can Also Equate to Great Opportunities...
Blogging Biologically Incorrect: An Urgent Response to Larry Page's Request
In February of 2007 at the annual AAAS (American Association for the Advancement of Science) Meeting, I witnessed Larry Page, one of the co-creators of Google, frankly state what had been subliminally aching inside me: "Scientists have some serious marketing problems." Since this time, Dr. Page (he's got more than a Stanford Ph.D to me!) has inspired me to manifest my suppressed, subliminal concerns into a solution: the creation of this blog and use of wizywig, button-pushing internet services to start constructing a multi-media reality of my mind's perception of Reality: which is a mix-bag of philosophy and several elements of the hard sciences, social sciences, and humanities. Since then, I have returned to graduate school from leave of absence in pursuit of film and applied/theoretical multi-media research in communication and application of science to the matrix of human ecology (far beyond the university). All for seeking a common grounds value system-perception-understanding-language-and future vision to deal with the gestalt of modern-human environmental crises. Thanks to Dr. Page for validating my internal turmoil and idealistic pursuits! :-)
"Hyper-creativity comes with fairly severe consequences." (Self-Admitted)
"I like it how you are able to hold conversations with yourself." (Sister Jenny to Victoria, a compliment or an insult!)
"You seem like the type of person who would rather be homeless than get a job that you don't like." (Sister Jenny to Victoria, a compliment or an insult!)
"I'd rather work with a graduate student who has too many ideas than too few."--Victoria's Current Ph.D. Advisor at Bren, UCSB
"Your films are so much more convincing and enjoyable than Michael Moore's. You're not attacking specific people. You're not attacking specific organizations. You're attacking, challenging ideas, principles, and values, and with direct humor and a coherent thesis that sets up a bullseye for feasible solutions. "--Film Editor Guru in Santa Barbara
"I started reading your blog, and then I started to think about my thinking."--Anonymous UCSB Graduate Student
"Sometimes certain individuals project their traditional knowledge into new academic territories --like a physicist into the realm of biology--and then some of these individuals, seeing with a new pair of shades, can entirely revolutionize a field."--Anonymous UCSB Professor (paraphrased)
"Victoria, you are truly an original writer. No one writes like you. Your work takes many bold and unexpected leaps. You should give yourself a pat on the back sometime."--My Favorite Poetry Professor (paraphrased)
"Victoria, you are too smart to be a scientist. As a creative writer and artist, you should consider yourself someone who exploits the materials of science for your craft and business of multi-media storytelling. You're lucky: as a scientist, you by default have a much richer, deeper inventory of metaphors than the average writer, which leads to contributions of the novel and the unexpected. "--My Favorite Poetry Professor (paraphrased)
"Every time I meet with you, you are a very different person--your mind is in a very different state. Sometimes inwardly, poetic and artistic, other times outwardly and systematic, and analytical. You can operate so diversely, so laterally... as if you have a bunch of switches in your mind that go on and off!"--Anonymous UCSB Graduate Student (paraphrased)
"Reading your blog is like eating a dense piece of European bread." --Local SantaBarbarian Craigslister (Thanks! I'll take that as a compliment and an insult!!!)
Biologically Incorrect Ideas for Syndicated Multi-Media Columns (Eventually!)
Biologically Incorrect Cartoon Series (currently underway with a portfolio!)
The CoffeeShop Hobo (column on meeting random interesting people at the local coffeeshop, based on a North High School student's senior thesis: "I've learned more in one month just talking to random people at a coffeeshop than I have learned in all four years of my high school education!")
Unburying the Undiscovered (column on discovering someone in history with profound ideas who never saw the light of the public's attention though he or she was very deserving of a collective discourse)
The Biologically Incorrect Guide to Unethical Human-Environmental Experiments... that are actually REAL!